Bovine Somnia
I don't usually remember my dreams for very long - usually for about half an hour after waking - but I had a dream a couple of nights ago that stuck in my head for some reason. The details are somewhat sketchy now but the gist is that there were several scenes, each involving one person that used to be a good friend and, for varying reasons, I have drifted apart from them or no longer consider them a friend. In each of these scenes, the ex-friend had died in some way or other (I think some were murdered, some were in accidents. I don't think I was responsible for any of them). The real thing that stuck in my head was that, on discovering that each person was dead, I didn't care in the slightest.
Um, that sounded more interesting in my head. So, what's that all about then eh? Is it some sort of realisation that these people are now "dead" to me and I'm regretting that or perhaps just acknowledging it? Or is that I feel like I should try to establish some sort of contact with these people and maybe try to patch things up? Meh. Either way, I have absolutely no idea what triggered it.
In other news, I've set up a MOO at freyr.mine.nu:7777 Feel free to connect to it and make a character. There's not much there at the moment so I need builders and programmers and am willing to be quite generous with the relevant bits :D
Not long until Eastern Haze now! If last year was anything to go by, it should be a fantastic weekend with a real mixture of things to enjoy. Mmm hippies. Anyone else going?
Um, that sounded more interesting in my head. So, what's that all about then eh? Is it some sort of realisation that these people are now "dead" to me and I'm regretting that or perhaps just acknowledging it? Or is that I feel like I should try to establish some sort of contact with these people and maybe try to patch things up? Meh. Either way, I have absolutely no idea what triggered it.
In other news, I've set up a MOO at freyr.mine.nu:7777 Feel free to connect to it and make a character. There's not much there at the moment so I need builders and programmers and am willing to be quite generous with the relevant bits :D
Not long until Eastern Haze now! If last year was anything to go by, it should be a fantastic weekend with a real mixture of things to enjoy. Mmm hippies. Anyone else going?

Sigh.